Chapter 53
Dadi maa, you are still angry on me? Maan asked desperately. He has been watching her from few days, she seems still upset with him for hiding the truth from geet. He could see it from her small face. But what could he do when he couldn’t bring himself to say the truth to geet. He feared she might leave him after knowing the truth.
Naaraz nahi hu toh khush hu tumse..she is doing everything to keep you happy. You are taking advantages of her innocence and simplicity. You got married as per my words, son. But you have did mockery out of this marriage word. You have did this marriage to satisfy your ego and take revenge. The day geet will know the truth, don’t know what will she do? Dadima busted out her fury at once on him….
Dadi ma main..’ he tried to speak but she stopped him, plz stop this false games here itself and tell her the truth. Baki tumhari marzi…”
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Night,
He walked out of the shower & saw her sleeping at the study table itself. She was tired after hectic day and studies that slept on the table itself.
He moved near her, lost in her innocent beauty he bend down to her. He moved his face close to her & His wet hair touched her breaking her sleep.
Maan aap, she gave him tired smile.
Chalo let jao…
But maan…
I said let’s go..do your studies tomorrow.
But, it has just one page remaining…she tried to argue as he caught her wrist pulling her up.
Don’t make me culprit more, anjane mein bahot apradh hue hai mujhse.
Tum yeh kya kar rahe ho…Geet was confused hearing him.
Tumhe meri kasam…” He gave her ultimatum and she has to agreed.
You have got my habit…she chuckle, lying down on the bed.
Then, we are partners in marriage…” He gave her wink while lying beside her.
She cradle close to him, “now how are you feeling..” she checked his forehead and neck.
Never before better than this.” He replied, caressing her cheek.
Bas kal reports aa jaye, then I will take breath of relief.
Don’t worry, everything will be fine. He said softly pecking her head, feels lots of guilty from inside seeing her worry.
She moved near his lips , he looked down at her, she looked so pure and innocent.he felt his insides breaking with the thought of lying to her.
When both were about to share a kiss, he abruptly got up, tum so jao…I will just come.
But where are you going?” She somewhere didn’t like his pulling away act. But didn’t say anything.
I will be just at the terrace. Will have some fresh air and come.
Tum thik toh ho na!?
Yes I am absolutely fine, you sleep, you look tired.” He caressed her cheek and covered her with duvet. She gave him soft smile before closing her eyes to sleep, apna khayal rakhna, she whispered with tender smile making him smile as well.
Pagli…” He mumbled with soft smile before walking out.
Maan goes up to the terrace, trying to sooth his senses with cool air…he thought about dadi’s words and Geet’s care and unconditional love for him..
Kaise kahu ki yeh sab jhut tha, Geet ..kaise kahu ki mein tumse pyar karta hu….
He felt so restless with all this things…he wanted to tell her the truth but don’t know how to and he couldn’t even confess his feelings to her now drown in his own guilt.
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Few Days passed, Geet was relieved after seeing maans reports. He was fine now…but still what she felt in these days, she couldn’t remove that fear from her heart.
Maan looked at her lost state and shook his head, he took the toast and moved it near her mouth, have it.
Geet was startled as she pulled back from her thoughts, she slowly opened her mouth and took the bite. Like that, he forced her to eat…
Do toast toh kha Chuki hu, bas aur nahi.. ab tum khao. She fed him back.
Take your bag, will drop you to uni. She nodded shyly and ran away to their room.
Dadi watching from behind everything silently, she although liked the scene but still have some doubts, Maan, yeh kya Naya natak hai, son.
Aapko toh sab kuch natak hi dikhta hai, sachchayi nahi dikhti?” Maan was hurt with her taunt, his Dadi couldn’t believe him when he said her how much he loved Geet and why he lied to her.
Kaise sachchayi…I think you just want toy to play with… otherwise you don’t care.
Dadi maa aaise kaise baat kar rahi ho…I told you I loved her.
But you lied to her about your health and now not even have guts to share her the truth.
Kaise kahu Dadi ma, pata chala she will come up with divorce. I feared she might leave me. I won’t able to bear it dadi maa. Kya woh sahan kar payegi sachchayi ko…she will be heartbroken.
You would have to think about this first before doing that drama.
Now mistake happened Dadi ma I can’t undo it.
You can son, just tell her truth koi bhi rishta jhut ke neev par tik nahi paata…jhut Aaj nahi toh kal samne aa jayega..
I will try….
Suddenly both stopped seeing her descending down the staircase. he thanked his almighty seeing her smile, he guessed she didn’t hear anything.
Inka toh kuch pata hi nahi chalta , kab kya kare. Dadima thought seeing both retreating figure. She prayed to her God to make everything fine.
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Dadima, maa told me that today is very auspicious day. I want to go nearby temple with Maan to pray for him.” Geet told her, own heart wish.
Dadi ma looked at her, “you want to pray for Maan but khud ke liye kuch bhi nahi?
I am selfish, Dadi maa, mere liye toh Maan hi sabkuch hai, I want him for myself all fit and fine…then I will be happy.” She confessed innocently.
Her words made Dadi maa eyes teary, she pecked her forehead lovingly, humesha khush raho beta” i am not blessing you this for you are my grandson’s wife but this is my own wish for my grand daughter” she told affectionately caressing her cheek.
Oh dadi maa, Geet leapt in her arms, “don’t love me so much, itna Sara pyar kaha samet ke rakhungi…” She hugged her dearly, biding her arms to her neck
You deserve this much love and care dear! But someone don’t know to love this angel. ” She mumbled last words seeing Maan standing away from them but watching and hearing everything.
He felt more guilty and stormed away from there.
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Geet got beautifully ready in red and white Bangali saree, looking gorgeous. She took helo from her mother this time. And this thought pinched him somewhere. He became more upset.
Geet guessed his mood, aap naaraz hai..?”
No…not at all . I am perfectly fine…he tried to avoid her.
She caught his wrist before he moved out of the room, bataiye na, I know you are upset with me.
Nothing like that geet, he looked away.
Phir meri taraf dekhiye, ek baar dekha bhi nahi thikse not you tell me how am I looking. Yeh sab sajna sawarna aapke liye hi toh hai…” She said in flow and then bite her tounge blushing heavily.
Maan looked at her in awe…his mood changed instantly with her words. He held her chin and made her looked up at him. Bahot pyari lag rahi ho aur khubsurat bhi. You looked gorgeous with everything on or in your birthsuit also. He whispered last set of words sensously in her ear, making her scarlet red. She hide her face in the crook if his neck.
But you know, saree has something else magic on you….or you have this kind of magic with sarees…you look sexy and hot in sarees.” He whispered, training wet kisses from her ear to neck. Maan no…” She tried to wriggle out.
But he grabbed her close, “just one kiss he bend to touch her lips bit she put her palm over his pouting mouth.
Not now, after temple visit. She told with shy smile, “woh maa said, we need to be pure to visit goddess temple and till prayers there.”
Maan smiled affectionately seeing her warm face. He cupped her face, “alright wifey, as you say!” For now I will satisfy myself just admiring your beauty. He said and kept staring at her.
Geet closed her eyes with shy smile after hearing him.
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Both reached at the temple in few hours and prayed for others well being.
Devi maa, just keep my Maan and family happy and healthy, that’s all I want.
Maan looked at her seren face while she was praying and smiled softly, janta hu yeh kya maang rahi hogi. He turned to goddess statue and prayed in mind, “keep her happy and healthy always. Just make her all wishes come true. Also give me strength to say the truth to her. Keep us together always.”
The pandit came there and saw the couple, “yeh lijiye beta ji, maa ka singur, put it in your wife’s vermilion. He handed it in maan’s hand, ar ise humesha laga na, maa durga aapki raksha karega and will keep you both together.
Maan took pinch of sindur and looked at geet.
She was looking at him with wet eyes, still unsure about his feelings. But he looked determine as he smeared the sindur in her partition, making her close her eyes. She felt few drops fell on her nose and smiled remembering her mother’s words.
Maan smiled affectionately at her and wiped her nose, nodding her to not to cry.
She smiled back and both turned to the goddess statue again for praying for each other’s well being and their togetherness.
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That night,
Maan walked into Dadima’s room to talk with her.
Aapko kya chahiye…”
I want your help Dadi maa.,
Koi help nahi, maan. It is a limit son. I lied enough now no more lies. Said Dadima taking magzine to read.
Not lie, dadi maa, but for me say one truth. He said looking down.
Dadi looked curiously, what truth.
Geet ko sach bata dijiye.
Her eyes widen. What!?
Yahi ke mujhe koi beemari nahi thi…I lied to her. He was feeling guilty and don’t know how to break the truth to her.
Toh aapne sach batane ka faisla kar diya? Thik hai toh bata dijiye aap?
Aap bata dijiye na? He demanded like child.
Ji nahi yeh khel aapne shuru kiya tha, aap hi isse khatam karenge.
Thik hai…he turned to walk out…
Dadi smiled in victory from behind.
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Kya baat hai Maan…” Geet saw his face. He looked upset and somewhat restless.
Kuch nahi…” He wanted to tell her but his tongue denied to utter word. He didn’t know how to tell her and from where to begin. Still there was fear eating him inside.
Kuch toh hai, she turned to Maan.’Yeh chehre pe udasi kyon…” She walked up to him and cupped his face.
Maan felt her palms burning, he checked her neck and forehead, pulling away instantly. Tumhara badan toh aag ki tarah tap raha hai…tumhe toh bukhar hai…”
No Maan, I am fine. She tried to pull away.
Geet you have fever. He gave her stern look.
But it’s really minor. You are too much Maan.
Dadi ma dadi ma…he ran out calling her.
Meri baat samjhne ki koshish kijiye, i am absolutely fine. She tried to stop him…but he has already called aarmaan.
Aarmaan check her. Maan asked him against Geet’s constant denial.
He checked her tummy. And she moaned in pain. Seeing this Aarmaan asked her, Dard hota hai?
Ha halka sa…she said softly.
From when….”
From last few days. Maan looked at her and frowned for she didn’t share anything with him.
Maan, we need to do her check up properly in hospital only. You bring her there tomorrow there, with all experience doctors, it would be better to check her properly. Ammy said and Maan nodded with worry.
Next day he took her to hospital as per ammy’s words. Her proper check up was done with experience doctors, taking her blood taste and x ray….
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Precap :- Geet’s Reports & Maan’s whole world crashes down….
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