Maan stood at the entrance of the Mansion, he couldn’t step inside, his steps became heavy, as he was hit by her painful cries, Maan please lie to me but say that you love me,
I love you, Jaan.. His heart cried , regretting about what he did..I am dieing Maan. Stay with me last time..
He walked inside slowly, looking at the image of her petite figure calling him with her open arms..
he smile with tears in his eyes, as he took one step ahead to reach her, she vanished.
Suddenly he realised, there will be no woman who loves him innocently, waiting for him at home, welcomes him with her sweet smile when he came back from office.
His gaze went towards kitchen and he was hit by their another sweet and soar memory.
Geet was busy in the kitchen , making his favourite dish, she was so engrossed in the task at hand, didn’t notice him walking behind her..
He saw her crying her eyes out while cutting the onions.. not knowing it’s because of those onions, she was crying he barked on her, what the hell are you doing??
Geet was so startle that she cut her finger in the process,ahhh..she screamed making him silent.. he rushed to take her finger in his mouth to stop the bleeding, Geet looked at him with her teary eyes, suddenly pain seem to vanished with his soothing touch.
Maan looked at her loving gaze on him and realised what he was doing, he became frustrated seeing himself losing in her, why were you crying?? He muttered angrily
Woh..hum..hum ro nahi rahe the..
Then what was that..he asked eying the stuff on the kitchen slab, woh..hum toh aapka manpasand khana bana rage the..It..she was going to blabber out innocently, happy to answer him but he shouted on her out of his worry,
you don’t have to do anything for me!!
Par hum toh.
He again cut her rudely, get lost..out from here..he barked making her cried, go to your room.
Geet just ran from there upstairs, feeling really hurt and scare with his anger.
Maan looked at the blood drops on the floor, he closed his eyes realizing what he did..
Later on reaching upstairs, he just watched her innocently bandaging her wound with one hand though it’s not possible, while there was cute pout on her face, she was cribbing about him to herself. He had found her amusing.
He didn’t know what happened to him that time to scold her so badly but now he know, it’s because he didn’t wanted her to take trouble, he didn’t wanted to see her hurt, seeing her bleeding finger it makes him restless, scare for her and he ended up scolding her.
The same case was in the office. He closed his eyes reminding about the incident back, when he raised his hand on her, he shouldn’t have to do that.. but it was only out of rage on Riya.. his previous fling.. it wasn’t meant for his dearest wife but Riya.. but because of his own restlessness and worry he ended up humiliating her infront his whole office.
How will he forgive himself..?? He won’t able to.. for the hurting his angel so badly without no fault of hers.
He closed his eyes only to get her teary and painful face in his mind, the hurt and pain she went through seeing him kissing another girl before her eyes..he knew which broke her the most , his words.. it was only to hurt her but in real he didn’t intimate with another girl apart from his wife..not even Sam.
He realised now, it wasn’t possible for him, when his heart and soul knew who is the real owner of him.
He smile miserably, reaching up to their room where she had gives him delicate and warm hug last time, pleading him to never to go leaving her..
How stupid he was to not listen to his heart, which was always screaming out his love for her,
He walked upto the cupboard, and opened her side, to fecth some solace to his thirsty heart. He pulled out her one sari when all of a sudden something falls down in his foot.
He curiously took that thing in hand, his eyes widen in surprise to see its none other than her diary. There was dried petals falling out from diary.
He curiously open it, and suddenly wind started blowing furiously almost slamming the doors of window making huge sound, curtains started blowing in the air.
He turned behind putting the diary on the bed, only to see small note of paper falling down, he walked up to it, taking it in his hand, he realized it’s her note, he started to read it, there were only few words inside,
“Hum jante hai, aap humse kitni nafrat karte hai,Maan.. my presence gives you lot of pain and trouble which I never want, I can’t think of slightest of pain even to touch you that too because of me..I will die before thinking about that..”
Maan flinched painfully reading her words,she is really dying…he realized the truth in her soulful words.
Aur hum yeh samaz chuke hai ab, humara yahase Jana hi bahatar hai..aapki zindagii se dur.
“You can marry Sam and live with her happily..”
Those words were smugg…he realized because of her tears..
There will be no Geet anymore in your life, henceforth to trouble you.
Be happy always my Love..
Maan crushed the letter in his fist, painful tears rolled down from the corner of his eyes,
it’s not Alvida Geet.. yeh Maan sirf tumhara tha..tumhara hai aur tumhara hi rahega.. he owed and fished out his cell to make a call,
I need every inform about whom she calls, where she visit..to whom and when..
Just 24 hours..I need to know the whereabouts..
And he cut the call..
I will get you back Jaan..not for myself, but for yourself I know how much you had crave for your love and I promise to return you that back .
Thinking so he turned and took that diary in his hands, opening it, he pulled out that dry rose and there was dry blood marks on the page while he read to those craving lines of hers,